AAAAGH! I am going nuts. I really am. I have been considering something.I.JUST.CAN'T.DECIDE!! It is a big decision. And so I go back and forth and back and forth.
My husband is for it. Totally supportive. It's just that...
I'm scared. Change is hard. And if I do it, it means my whole life & lifestyle will change.
**Big old sigh**
So what is this decision? Do you really want to know? Well it is...
whether or not to get...
lapband surgery.
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| All these pictures make me want to cry, cry and cry some more! |
Can't read that? It says...
lapband surgery
Yep. It makes me sick that I even qualify. However, it is covered by my insurance. I qualify. I have been doing research for months. I am going to a seminar on Monday, but...boy howdy, huge decision.
Lap band is different than gastric bypass. You are only in the hospital for a couple of hours. A couple of hours to change your life?
Seriously, I am going nuts, trying to decide if this is for me or not.
